Imemyself

A standstill...!! that is where life is at now..

no hectic schedules, no returning home late.. no reassuring people that their work would be done..

No racking brains over my 'lack' of creativity.. a successful event done.. but there's still a void...

I don't feel happy.. I hurt people in the bargain.. not that they were 'good people'... but then i did something i never did in life.. I hurt somebody.. Well i do take people I love for granted.. but I never hurt an outsider.. in all .. I know people think of me as some kind of a bitch... my lashing out might not have been right... but.. who knows the pain these people caused?

I stood up for a cause.. for honesty, for morals, for values.. But I lost my self esteem... found a few new frenz.. but then you never know if they are to remain or to move on... I did lose a few important ppl in my life too.. and found the true colors of a lot of ppl i thought were frenz..

I'm confused and lost! That is all i have to say..